猛独が襲う (I SCREAM LIVE ver.)

No matter how you live your life, you're breathing every day

Depending on somebody else to lead you on your way

But even if they disappear you're breathing all the same

‘Cause all you’ll do is drag along whomever keeps you safe

The people who I cherished and the people I forgot

Relationships that came and went without another thought

Although I felt an inkling “this is not how things should be”

I guess I really didn't know a single thing

Whatever anyone may say

I know I've always been this way

As I avert my gaze away from bonds I’ve severed to this day

Even I cry when I’m alone

Even if nobody will know

‘Cause deathly loneliness strikes on its own

For all the people’s feelings that I threw off to the side

Although I know I needed them to keep myself in line

The punishment for running from my duty all those times

Has tightened all around my chest and now begins to bite

Before I know it, something in my heart begins to change

I wish I had somebody else to share my everyday

My body feels so numb as I succumb to prickling pain

I realize now that solitude is not a strength

Whatever words I said out loud

I know there's no returning now

And yet again I tell myself “it’s fine because it can’t be helped”

No matter just how much I cry

No one will be there by my side

The cracks within my heart run deep with time

So that it wouldn’t break…

So that I wouldn’t break…

Although my hands were shaking I still tried to keep it safe

Oh what a simple feeling and

I fail still to comprehend…!

I held too tight and it broke to pieces in the end

Hugging my knees, I cry in vain

Knowing that not a thing will change

No one will answer to my useless cries that echo in this room

Even the silence of the night

Even the veil of the moon light

Won’t erase, won’t erase

What I try to escape, and that’s the truth...

There’s no way I can say

All the words hid away

So deathly loneliness has followed me to this day