命の行方

春猿火
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Overview

命の行方 appears on CREAM PUFF LIVE 2 or a related official release. Entries are version-specific, keeping live, remix, and rearranged recordings separate from the original.

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Lyrics

Walking a night road, unable to see even an inch ahead
Holding a diary soaked with tears, writing entries
I won't look back at the things I've lost
The carved scars are fitting for me alone

Can you hear? The roaring thunder
Loading bullets into everyday life
If it's going to fade, then break it instead

Life still wants to scream
Waiting for tomorrow
Far away, endlessly
Take me away until I can see the dawn
Hey, someday this pain
A youthful strength that can laugh about it
Praying fingers weave words

Circles and crosses, it doesn't matter
Every person is still incomplete
Troubled by longing, becoming lonely
Fearing happiness, cloaked in shadows
(Me, fallen and covered in mud,
If someday I obtain something beautiful)
Hey, will you laugh?
Laugh until I cry, okay?

Engrave it: proof of existence
Loading bullets into everyday life
Set fire to the unending entanglements

Standing on the pier of life and death
The sky I looked up at is burned into me, won't let go
Hey, I can't end it yet
Even if there's no reason for being born
Searching for light in the dark night

Spring-dyed flowers dance in the drift
Like tears flowing gently, they brushed my cheek
Always lonely, something is missing
The sea of emptiness will never be filled until the end, I suppose
If someday I become strong
If I could be without pretending

Music was my only salvation
Crawling on the ground, savoring the taste of sand
I want to destroy your regrets, your despair, your youth
Repeating small deaths
If only I could leave scars on the world
The past, the voids, love, melancholy, lies, the end
It doesn't matter

It really doesn't matter
That's what I think
How many more times will my heart beat?
How many more times will I meet you?
How many more times can I sing?
How many more times can I see the light?