俯瞰する事象(あばらや Remix)

I couldn't be satisfied with the life that began

The novels I've built up, again I admire, but reality never changes

I wish life could change as easily as changing a hairstyle

I laughed scornfully and stared at the mirror again today

In the mirror, I ask myself: 'Life is equally unequal, isn't it?'

I cry, and someone will laugh

The self-proclaimed one looking down rots away

I can't be convinced by mere soothing words or pretty platitudes

Of course, people betray, that's just how life is

Even I tell small lies, and I've been jealous of others

They'd laugh at me saying 'It's a contest of happiness heights'

I wrote my limited time on paper

Regret from giving up; if I give up again, reality won't change

Not 'I can't,' but 'I want to do it' is fine; let's move at a walking pace

Even though it's about me, I was the one giving up

In the mirror, I ask myself: 'Is life truly unequal?'

Someone will decide my worth

Just tear up and discard such rules

Happy people, unhappy people, dreams fulfilled, dreams unfulfilled

Beyond the night when I truly felt the difference there, I live as myself

Everyone has nights they want to die, crying alone

I know that even effort sometimes goes unrewarded

I realized I was living as a self-proclaimed person, putting up pretty words and casting spells on myself

Live true to myself, and greet tomorrow

Who decided that flowers bloom and then wither away?

The flower that decided to bloom eternally sings and plays tomorrow